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Monday, January 31, 2011 10:38 pm
joke listen, ♥  "You don't love me, you thought you did."
10:27 pm
love listen, ♥  "I wouldn't wait till Valentine's Day to tell you I love you."
10:18 pm
bestf listen, ♥  The best present I've ever had, was you in my life. I miss you Bestf!
10:00 pm
sigh listen, ♥  Cause you never once bothered to remember and live up to your promises. Yet when I take the wrong move, you scream and shout and what not. You're not being fair to me, at all!
9:20 pm
lost listen, ♥  I'm lost. I really don't know what to except from us, from these. So do I wait for you or just leave and never come back? /:
9:16 pm
cannot listen, ♥  If you expect me to make the first move, I'm sorry, I can't.
8:36 pm
blah listen, ♥  You know, it took you so long just to tell me this and that, I feel so broken and hurt by what you try to put me through. Sometimes, I really don't know what you want from me. /: Sometimes, I wonder if I should wait or just carry on with my life.
8:16 pm
funny listen, ♥  hahahha! This show is hilarious!
7:24 pm
zzz listen, ♥  So tired, I wanna sleep. ):
7:16 pm
heeeeeeees listen, ♥  Today's the last day of the month! ^^
6:51 pm
bleah listen, ♥  I've got no inspiration at all and I know for sure, I'm gonna flunk SEA Hist. ): Marcus just stole my jacket and I'm cold. /: Where are you when I need you most? ):
Sunday, January 30, 2011 11:15 pm
tired listen, ♥  Surviving on 2 hours of sleep and it's taking its toil on me. I'm gonna sleep (Hopefully) and wake up early to study. Note to self - Stop thinking of unworthy people and things.
11:05 pm
yeah listen, ♥  I've gone through enough failures in life to know that you're not worth it.
10:04 pm
thoughts listen, ♥  Fuck you right back. OYOU JUST GOT OWNED
10:40 am
saddddddddd listen, ♥  Why do I always give up and then come back to you time and again only to be hurt? After 5 years, I still haven't learnt how much of a dick you can be at times. How can you be so insensitive. /:
10:08 am
broken listen, ♥  You never one spare a thought for my feelings. /crushed
9:48 am
slept listen, ♥  Slept for 2 hours, that's about all the rest I got, until you came crashing in.
7:47 am
insomnia listen, ♥  Another sleepless night as I lay in bed with my mind, racing. As though I'm running a continuous 800m race during a competition where there's really nothing there to keep me going and where the finishing line seems so near yet far and blurred.
6:47 am
surpressed listen, ♥  And my thoughts you can't decode.
5:46 am
really listen, ♥  When I really decide to give up, I'm no longer coming back, Even if you beg me to.
4:46 am
heartless listen, ♥  unworthy@bitchslapped.com
3:45 am
significance listen, ♥  Cause to you, I'm just one of them.
2:09 am
crushed listen, ♥  And my world comes crashing down.
1:08 am
care listen, ♥  Really, it doesn't matter to you. Tell me what you're really concerned with.
12:08 am
left listen, ♥  I'm leaving it all behind.
Saturday, January 29, 2011 11:07 pm
wonder listen, ♥  When I hit rock bottom, would you be the one that would be there?
10:05 pm
urgh listen, ♥  All burnt out. If it makes you happy to say that promises are meant to be broken, then I'll live with it. Thanks for acting like you cared.
9:04 pm
ahem listen, ♥  Some people are just, too thick skin to be true. If you think I'll be like before, then you're wrong. Stop being stupid and think that I'll let you in, after you've betrayed my trust.
8:12 pm
commontest listen, ♥  22 day left to Common Test. /faints
8:05 pm
Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video] listen, ♥
8:05 pm
stop listen, ♥  Stop fucking lying to me and yourself. Stop fucking hurting me when there's no need to. Stop fucking haunting me when I wanna be alone. Stop fucking holding claim when there's nothing left. I really really really really really fucking hate myself for trusting you time and again. After 5 fucking years, I've finally realised how much of an idiot I have been. Fuck you!
8:02 pm
redbull listen, ♥  I'm so tired and uninspired. Hello Redbull, I'm coming back to you soon.
7:57 pm
time listen, ♥  Tick tock, tick tock, tick tick tock... Time is ticking by, every second it goes by. Time is being wasted here, I need to start studying.
7:56 pm
bleah listen, ♥  Second McDonald meal in the week. /:
7:50 pm
ha listen, ♥  I don't need your well wishes, I'm doing very well without you.
7:35 pm
stupid listen, ♥  The guy who bashed his girlfriend six times in two days should get live imprisonment instead of just 17 years. Oh my goodness, you have bloody issues with women you freaking bastard! /points middle finger You annoying whore, you have no idea how much I freaking hate you! I loathe you so much, I feel like punching you in your face and kicking you in your stomach! You irk me so badly, I feel like screaming in your face and telling you to shut the hell up and screw off. If you think you're more capable and better than me, so be it. If you really want to flaunt your wealth, go elsewhere cause I don't give shit AT ALL. I don't care how rich or popular you are, stupid! So stop being an idiotic asshole and annoy the living daylights out of me. /points middle finger
9:03 am
wait listen, ♥  You feel like a bloody loser waiting, just waiting for him to come back.
Friday, January 28, 2011 11:03 pm
boo listen, ♥  I hate Mobile Web and Blogger when they screw up, at the same time. /points middle finger. Everything I typed VANISHED. /points the other middle finger.
11:03 pm
zzz listen, ♥  Econs is driving me insane, I'm having a headache. My throat is still being a bitch, boooohoooohoooo! I need to complete Econs by tonight but I'm really tired and lazy. /: I WILL BE PRODUCTIVE! I WILL DO MY WORK NOW! kthxbai.
11:00 pm
dumb listen, ♥  Today's really a flop, a complete unproductive day that I could have better spent it if I was at home or elsewhere. No teachers came, at all. Mr Lai's lesson was redundant and I wasn't paying attention. In fact, I was working on my History for the whole two periods, I wanted to cry out loud for not being productive. ): I hate how the week went by with teachers missing from the very first day. If this goes on, I'm gonna take a one month MC for school. -.-
10:57 pm
meaning listen, ♥  Sometimes, that one thing you wanna let that person know lies within you but you're just afraid that they'll leave you after knowing the truth, and it sucks to be in such a position. And I'm sorry, for deceiving you for so long. But anyway, it's over now and that chapter is over now. We've summed up and concluded that things weren't going to be the same. After all, you and I lead different paths and have different ambitions. All the best my friend, I wish you many blessings in life.
Thursday, January 27, 2011 9:28 pm
burden listen, ♥  I hate myself for being stupid and always giving in to you when you're really not worth all the effort. I find myself longing for the life that I've always wanted to live but you're nowhere in sight. I know for sure that you're not the one in which I'll spend forever with, yet I want to do my best and give it my all so that you know how much you're worth. I hate how I cannot let go of you and the many things we share. I hate how insensitive you can be at times, thinking that you'll always have my back cause no matter how far ahead I've gone, I'll back track and carry you on my back so you'll never lose your way. I hate the fact the you never tried to think from my perspective, you're selfish and what not, and never once did you stop to think of how much I've gone through for you and how I've helped you up time after time when you've fallen from grace. I hate how I can hold onto the small details yet you don't seem to give a fly about what is happening. I feel so stupid and so small despite having to lug you everywhere I go, so that I won't lose sight of you. I'm afraid that someday, I'll get sick and tired of having to lug you that I'll just leave you where you are to bleed yourself dry. I really don't wanna do you any harm but what I'm getting from you day after day and time after time, is hints of telling me to let you go. I know you never want to see me go. I know you need me in your life as much as I need you. But sometimes, most of the time rather, it takes two hands to clap and I'm really tired of holding on. I'm tired of dragging you across the mountains and the seas that I need to go over. I'm tired of having to always tell you right from wrong. I don't want to be your direction in life, I really don't want to. If I'm going to be your direction and if you're just going to live with what I'm telling you to, I might as well live you life cause I know better then you've ever did. I'm really tired, would you just be normal for a bit? My sanity level is really dipping and I'm really doing my best to stay afloat and really, I need you to beside me not on my back.
9:11 pm
sick listen, ♥  Been sick for a whole week, and nothing seems to be going on fine. I hate how vulnerable I become when I'm sick and how egoistic I can be when it comes to medication and stuff like that. Life has its way with you, no doubt about that but it is who you are the determines the journey. I'm gonna be realistic and wake up from this slumber that I'm in. Being sick does not equate to having rest and taking unusually long breaks. I need to stay focus, I need to recover faster and I need to tell myself that everything will be worth it at the end of the day. I need to keep the end in mind - Law School, that's where I want to be. That's where I will be next year in August and for the next years to come before I enter a law firm and be a lawyer that I've always wanted to be. I will make it through this ordeal. I will survive these difficult moments in life. A levels is really, somehow, the toughest call I've ever be called to and really, I want to ace it once and for all and do not only myself, but my family and the people who love me proud. I don't mean to be depressed and upset once in a while, maybe all the time. But life, is really catching me at my weakest and I feel ever so vulnerable, I feel all broken up inside. I need to stay focus and I will. I will fight A level to its death and I will conquer. I will rule this empire and do well. That will be my greatest reward! I will survive, I will persevere, I will succeed! I can and I will!
9:01 pm
sigh listen, ♥  I use to always have you around. Now, you're no longer there to take me by the hand. And I miss you with every heartbeat.
5:50 pm
remarks listen, ♥  Opinions, they really do kill don’t they?! We always get tight up and affected by the things that people say, but what about the things that we’ve said about others and the million mini seconds that we insult others just because we hate them? I hate how insensitive people can be at times and how they think that things must always go their way for the benefit of mankind. For goodness sake, we’re not god or anyone with superpowers so who are we to really say that we’re high and mighty?! I hate the fact that we never stop to wonder and to think about what we have put others through. (That includes me) And I hate how hard some people try to be all high and mighty when they really are worthless in some people’s life. Can we really live with the opinions that others put us through?
5:24 pm
why listen, ♥  Why must I be sick when there's so much work to do? ):
5:12 pm
thinking listen, ♥  I sit here, pondering on what I've been through over the week. The many happy, heartbreaking and moments of worthlessness And then I walk to the mirror, subconsciously And I ask myself, What will I be, 5 years down the road. I find myself stumbling and wondering, what my life's gonna be like. And then I think of what I'll be 10 years down the road, I find myself hiding away from the reality that I have to face years from now And I wonder, why am I not prepared for what the future has in place for me. Why am I not confident enough to face the future? Why am I afraid to be told of what the future holds? Why am I hesitating on the options that I'm given. Why, just why?
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 3:04 pm
joke listen, ♥  HAHAHAHHAHA, YOU REALLY MAKE QUITE AN ACCOMPLISHED LOSER!
2:04 pm
screwed listen, ♥  Incompetant bunch of pigs. The government should do something to the damn healthcare system in Singapore cause it seems as though the freaking system is free when in fact we pay to see the monsters who suck our money dry time after time. And excuse me, the polyclinic is not at all efficient and I am utterly disgusted and appalled by how much they try to convince us that they are improving on the system the way they told me earlier. Fuck, your system is screwed so no matter what, it's not gonna leave an assholic impression. Face it, you're just not good enough. You idiots told me that Nanny didn't need to see the doctor, she just had to collect her medicine and what, when I have to wait like some dog here, Nanny has to go else where to wait for her doctor? This fucking doesn't make sense. I made it clear from the start that if she's gonna see the doctor, we're gonna see the same one for convenience sake AND so that I would fucking know what's happening. This is so damn idiotically screwed, I feel like punching people in their fuck faces. If this is the idea and concept of a good healthcare system, I'll rather make do without it. I'm fucking rather pay three times the amount instead of leaving Nanny alone. This is absolutely fucked, I rest my case on the incompetance and unreliability of the healthcare system in Singapore and the effectiveness in which they bring about. Utter bullshit!
1:08 pm
smile listen, ♥  For every time you put a smile on my face, you leave me with nothing more than the skipping of a heartbeat.
1:07 pm
): listen, ♥  Brain dead. /: |
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